I’m sitting here writing this on Monday night since I don’t feel like working on my paper. Things are starting to get kind of overwhelming and I’m wondering if I can really do everything I intended to do. I was talking to a friend who was having issues regarding his life after college and began to ask myself, “Am I really qualified to tell this guy what is best when I don’t even know what I’m doing?” I do have a vague plan of action, but there are so many things that can go wrong and that can work against me that I don’t know what I would do should I fail. I’m kind of a control freak to a certain degree.. While I don’t like being in a position of leadership, I do like having control over what happens so when things fall outside my control, it bothers the fuck out of me. There are some people who get thrills out of scary movies because things pop out of them and because they don’t know what will happen next. I’m not one of those people. I need to know what happens next.

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